Finally, we have decided to move to our new place we found today. Micheal and vicki did get a nice place up at the northmead, but in the end, yes, why not give ourselves a new try? yesterday was a really struggling day, not just struggling myself, but i know i've hurt a lot of people's feeling. sigh~, i am just too cautious and easy to change when a new piece of information pops out. just like doing reasearch, i always wanna change when Sean wants me to stick to it.

these few days i realized i need to start thinking about the others more when making decisions. it's ok for one to wonder around, but when it comes to a group, must be more dcisive, and learn to care about the others. all journeys are only starting today, we yet have lots to do, just settle down.