was walking with Sean to civil eng today for a meeting, he asked me about the next paper, is it possible to do the current path thing. i went, maybe. he went, not maybe, i need a definitive answer! i didnt know what to say. so many maybe these few weeks. i kept thinking things that probably i shouldnt, wasted lots of time, and finally my brain started shutting down on everything.... sigh!

we still cannot sort out the problem of putting the correct operating system onto the server. maybe at the end we'll waste all the RAM we bought. i've got no idea what's what now...

it is indeed sad i've got to leave the place i've been living for the past six years, it is a crazy family, but also helped me a lot and brought me a lot of joy. not sure whether the new landlord will be nice or not. they seems to be quite nice from the first met. at least in the end me, Cat and ChiChi will still stay together. it seems like i've only moved to a place that's only 'one-millionth of the original distance to uni' shorter than where i've been living in the past years, but i guess it's more important to stay with those friends i feel most comfortable with for the past years/months. doesnt mean i only got two best friends. it's just once it gets used to it, it's used to it and can hardly change.

sigh~ what exactly are we rushing for in these days? i know a lot of times Jack did things in the most unreasonable way ever accountable as a human being. for example, although he wrote with right hand, under half of the circumstances, he found himself most confortable working with left hand; this becomes a problem when he tried to operate VGTEM, which is designed for right-handed people. but this is Jackie anyway, he found himself in his own comfort zone, then just let him be lah; coz he cannot even change himself...

life sucks, but keep looking positively.