seems like because of that ARC proposal thing, i now become doing administrative stuff at uni, at least today. maybe i should be an administrator, perhaps life would be easier for me.  i am no good in making decisions, but carry out whatever decisions people made on me. but i guess i need to change. there's a hell lot of decisions waiting for me to do in my future. when it come to tough issues, though, still can hardly make decisions on my own, it is a hard process.

however, i must agree that sometimes advices are not provided to you from your viewing point, but the others. that's why i believe i should get hold to what i believe i should've.

lucky i found out i can still receive quite lots of help today, from all my friends around, for whatever issue it is; although not all issues, of course.

i've been having a million things in my mind these few days, my brain is functioning like a roller-coaster. what's the next thing that i need to do? perhaps this, but how about that one?! will i settle down eventually?

 

there are sweeties in the life, i wish it keeps as it is now for all the coming days...

 

bed now.